Monday, January 21, 2008

9:04 PM / 0 comments
Give me the strength to carry on.
Give me the will to perservere on.
Give me the passion to continue on.

Wad's happening to me?
How did this become of me?

Friday, January 11, 2008

7:04 PM / 0 comments
Why.
Why?
Why?
WHY?!


I can see some of u trying ur v best for this plt.
Bt I cant help bt feel dat some of th others juz aren’t doing ur best.


Dun tell me u cant do it.
Cuz I believe in u, ur potential.


Dun tell me no one’s trying so u dun cuz u dun wanna waste ur effort.
Cuz if everyone has th same mentality, we’ll forever be stuck at whr we are – Ground ZERO.


Dun tell me u are stressed/tired out frm sch.
Cuz I trust dat u guys are strong and u that can hang on thr. Besides, I’m th only one taking 3x sci geog here, and I’m nt even complaining. So why shld u? Right?


Dun kp telling me u hve MCs.
Cuz I can tell dat u guys aren’t so accident-prone. & dat u guys will take gd care of urselves no matter wad.


Dun tell me u feel lyk quitting.
Cuz it’s juz 5 mths mre. & by quitting, u are pulling down everyone’s morale. Who are u to do dat? Yes, u hve th freedom of choice. Bt thn again, if u cant quit, thn try to make th best out of dis plt. U guys, being RVians, shld be rly brilliant ppl. I;m sure u dun nd me to tell u dis.


Dun tell me u wont run faster/shout louder/volunteer more cuz u r tired/scared of failure/sick etc.
Cuz if u r genuinely sick, I’m sure they can tell. & dun try telling me u r tired or sian whn I encourage u to shout etc. Do u hve any idea dat by nt doing so, u r pulling all of us down with u? DO U? DO U NOE HOW WE FEEL? I guess not. C’mon, it’s juz 3 hrs each session, try ur v best for dis 3hrs and we can all go home, free of injuries and hurt etc. Is dat too much to ask?


Okay, maybe it’s my fault. I noe I’m nt v influential to u guys. Esp since I hve those two little insignias hanging on my shoulders. U myt think I’m trying to suck up to them. I hve evidence. U kp calling me”guai guai zai”. U think I’m trying to be perfect. U think I’m pushing my wgt around. Bt no, I rly hope u’ll understand my stand – which is to get everyone to work tgt towards a btr Charlie’08. Perhaps oso since I dun lyk play LAN or soccer, which causes me to nt be in ur “clique”, bt an alien to u. & thus I dun hve much influence over u since we aren’t even close

I’m nt blaming anyone. I juz hope dat we’ll all put in our v best. Towards the plt, towards th cca. It’s juz 5 or 6 mths more till we take over. So why dun we finish it well? & I’d lyk to emphasise dat everyone’s efforts counts.

One person slacks off and 20 pumpings. 20 pumpings and th others get demoralized. The others get demoralized then we’ll nvr improve. We’ll nvr improve then we kp getting scolded and punished. Aft getting punished, we do our best till the end of act and next act, the whole cycle repeats itself.

C’mon ppl, I rly rly hope those who are currently slacking will kindly open ur eyes to the harm u are causing us. Rmbr, it’s nt too late to change now. & besides, wad hve u gt to lose? So why dun we juz do our best, for our own gd?

I noe we'll definitely (confirm, + chop) make it if we stay tgt and give it OUR v best! Jiayous! We're a part, nt apart. RMBR THAT!

I rly nd someone to talk to, to listen to me.

When I approached u, u disappointed me. I thot we cld talk and work out something. Bt no, u were more interested in something else. Fine, it's my fault. I sry for troubling u to listen to me.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

9:47 PM / 0 comments
Heyheyz!

It's been so long since i've updated.

Hmm..school has been alright so far. Hope 3A'08 will be able to warm up to one another and bond closer. Haha, wishing...

Haish, math is pure chiminology worh!! Quad eq are so hard to solve, esp the "completing the sq" method. Haish. So many steps and calculations involved. Can nvr seem to understand th steps. & thr's a graded quiz on dis?! GG liao lor.. Srsly, needa sought some help...okay, lotsa help! & i hate sketching graphs...so tedious and yet inaccurate. Wad's the justice man? Haha

Physics rly bores me out with so many rules of calculations and big numbers! Haish, rly hope can clear dis year's physics seh.

Bt on a lighter note, luv chemistry!! Esp covalent bonding and the structure! Ms Eu is srsly pro! Can memorise periodic table, sommore can teach covalent bonding in lyk 1hr (& i actually understand lah right). Lyk omg, so xian4 mu4! Hope i've gt the correct structure for CO. ((=

Geog was nt bad either. Was rather engaged. Maybe cuz i'm interested in the subject bah.. all the interesting factors and case studies worldwide. Rly amazes me.

SS tchr: "Who did Sir Stamford Raffles sign the treaty with in 1819?"
Student: *pauses* "Sang Nila Utama!"
tchr: "Sang Nila Utama?! I throw things at u arh!"

Tchr: "So who found SG?"
Student: "Sang Nila Utama." (This is a totally different case)
Tchr: *speechless* *looks at student with mouth wide open*

HAHAHA, SS was uber entertaining man, with all th interesting answers. N mind u, we din do it on purpose, juz so happen dat th student rly did nt noe. Bt th answers rly entertained us for th whole lesson. So, hope everyone will buck up for ss. ((=

Lang Arts today was interesting! & hilarious! Din noe her lessons cld be this funny. Maybe we rly needa lyk hve a few lessons with her we can warm up to one another. Haha. Maybe it's nt so bad aftall! I do hope this will last! 3 bullies, 1 servant's child, dead end of an alley, bashing, insulting. Figure out wad else they did to him! Haha, "Kite Runner"'s the title btw. ((= New York Bestseller. Haha.

Anw, gtg catch up on Math (graphs..ergh!), Chem (Woots!), Biomedical (Mugging.....) and Physics (Gt a date with my calculator...Yikes!)

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

12:23 AM / 0 comments
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

All the best for dis year and jiayous in all dat u do!

Smiles (=

Woah, 2007 was rly fast.

A simple stroke by the middle hand to 12 and 2007's a piece of history!

Oh well, for me, 2007 has been a rather bumpy ride, bt with it's own thrills too!

- Broke records with a C5 in Math :O
- A failed math project
- It din last as we wanted it to
- I failed to rise up to the occassion, bt rest assured, i'm happy for ya! :D
(Cun rly recall much)
+ A great year with 2A'07!
+ Closer bonds in PA!
+ Topped for two subjects (i still think hist was tyco :x)
+ Some new close friends made
+ Learnt to relax a little and nt take life too seriously (At times lah)
+ Began to make sense of the technical stuff in PA :x sry sry.
+ Had a great experience with all my friends. (=

Well, 2007's history and it's nw 2008!

New year. New life. New class. New expectations. New aspirations.