Monday, December 17, 2007

11:12 PM / 0 comments
I cld listen to u and console u for an hour or so. Bt can u even listen to me for a minute? I noe you hve tried to console me and so hve i, to u. Dat i wont forget. Bt it's the littlest actions dat make up my impressions of u and our friendship as a whole. I noe u find dat sometyms wad i say myt nt sound nice to u or appear as crap to u. Bt all i ask is for u to at least pay attention when i try to talk or suggest something in our daily lives (& nt juz completely pretend u din hear me. Even a simple "urm" wld be suffice at tyms). Is dat too much to ask for? If dat is, I am sry for dis unrealistically HIGH expectation of u.

I may appear otherwise to u bt fyi, i juz feel lonely, useless and unimpt (nt dat i am despo to be impt) when even u, my gd friend, wont wanna listen to me for a while and even scolds me at tyms cuz of ur "mood swings". Listen, it's nt dat i hate u for it, bt i rly nd u to listen to wad i hve to say, as a friend. Sometyms i juz find lyk i dun rly exist in ur world as a friend bt rather, as a person to rant on. Bt if u find it a chore to listen, then forget i ever mentioned it.