Tuesday, August 21, 2007
7:20 PM /
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Guess I hve been thinking abt alot these few days...abt PA, abt NCC, abt academics, abt Jap.. Bt i guess i hve yet to sort things out so dun mind me if i get a lil cranky ya? Cuz sometyms, certain issues juz plague me n stay on..
Srsly, i dunno wad ever blinded me to join.
I mean, I luv e tyms when we'd all co-operate n work tgt, care 4 one another n such.
Bt then again, CARE. R u sure u r displying it to e deserving ones?
Srsly, I think u shld do someting abt ur attitude n thinking.
We r all sick n tired of gettin punished for ur sake when u r either nt thr or r obviously committing e same mistake over n over again or even giving useless excuses to run away (Coward).
We've tried to b as accomodating as we can. Bt pls dun make a fool outta us.
It ain't v nice when we did everything, brought everything, wore everything n r trying our best to make things work out w/o e harsh punishments. Bt thr u r, either running away frm e prob or juz creating more for us.
Pls, if u wanna play, dun drag us in. While I wun say I m perfect, I m juz sick n tired of paying for e mistakes I did nt commit. Stop it. We've had enuf.
N yes, stop telling me to relax or treat it lyk training, dis is punishment, nt PT or training. The context is different! Cun u bl**dy see?! I hate to be made a fool of. I hate you. N dun bother to go on telling me dat it nurtures brotherhood or strong friendships (crap). Cuz it merely builds up my hatred for u.
Btw, thx to those who've been comforting me. Bt i guess I hve reached my limit.
I juz wanna lock myself up in a room n shout it all out. I wanna go to e cliff n shout it all out. I wanna go to the isolated mountains n shout it all out.
Dilemma: Shld I juz give up n play my part well. To be e avg guy? Or put in my v best despite ur presence?
Srsly, i dunno wad ever blinded me to join.
I mean, I luv e tyms when we'd all co-operate n work tgt, care 4 one another n such.
Bt then again, CARE. R u sure u r displying it to e deserving ones?
Srsly, I think u shld do someting abt ur attitude n thinking.
We r all sick n tired of gettin punished for ur sake when u r either nt thr or r obviously committing e same mistake over n over again or even giving useless excuses to run away (Coward).
We've tried to b as accomodating as we can. Bt pls dun make a fool outta us.
It ain't v nice when we did everything, brought everything, wore everything n r trying our best to make things work out w/o e harsh punishments. Bt thr u r, either running away frm e prob or juz creating more for us.
Pls, if u wanna play, dun drag us in. While I wun say I m perfect, I m juz sick n tired of paying for e mistakes I did nt commit. Stop it. We've had enuf.
N yes, stop telling me to relax or treat it lyk training, dis is punishment, nt PT or training. The context is different! Cun u bl**dy see?! I hate to be made a fool of. I hate you. N dun bother to go on telling me dat it nurtures brotherhood or strong friendships (crap). Cuz it merely builds up my hatred for u.
Btw, thx to those who've been comforting me. Bt i guess I hve reached my limit.
I juz wanna lock myself up in a room n shout it all out. I wanna go to e cliff n shout it all out. I wanna go to the isolated mountains n shout it all out.
Dilemma: Shld I juz give up n play my part well. To be e avg guy? Or put in my v best despite ur presence?