Friday, March 30, 2007
Why??
9:44 PM /
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Heyz!
Haax. 2dae was ok.. esp art. Sry Keng Hwee...actually was supposed to be e model bt in e end, decided to give up n let keng hwee(mind dis: she chose him, nt me) be. Lolx. Aft dat, NCC, GOLD UNIT! Yays! Bt somehw dis was quite a solemn act. Janson totally pissed off. I dunno lahs..bt i cun s3m to understand wad has gotten over us.. Agree dat he has been treated lyk TOTALLY UNFAIRLY. Nvm, we shall work harder ya? N mind u, U-noe-who-u-are, get rid of ur AP attitude. Dun pull us all down cuz of u..i dun wish to c dis n even internal conflict. Pls dun... if u cun take it, i guess u r a real disappointment to all...Sometyms i rly feel useless nt being able to help out...ppl juz wun listen to my POV..so i guess it is up to our own indiv. minds n attiutde ya? Motivate urselves k?
Anw, i realised dat trust is someting dat cnt be easily expected of someone. Secrets were divulged. The truth was twisted. The entire incident was fabricated. The trust is gone. I thot i cld trust u all. I thot u all were harmless. I thot u all were trustworthy. Bt i was wrong. Rly wrong. I've fallen into ur traps, ur masquerades, ur empty promises. I dunno if i can still confide in u guys n trust u guys in future.. i nd reassurance n of cos, PROVE..words r meaningless..actions count..u've deceived me. Caused me to be so depressed n frustrated. Juz basically feel SO CHEATED!! I cun trust u. I juz cun. E only ones i can surely trust r my PA Y2 mates so far. U hve long been striked off my list! STOP ALL DIS. Pls do...
Haax. 2dae was ok.. esp art. Sry Keng Hwee...actually was supposed to be e model bt in e end, decided to give up n let keng hwee(mind dis: she chose him, nt me) be. Lolx. Aft dat, NCC, GOLD UNIT! Yays! Bt somehw dis was quite a solemn act. Janson totally pissed off. I dunno lahs..bt i cun s3m to understand wad has gotten over us.. Agree dat he has been treated lyk TOTALLY UNFAIRLY. Nvm, we shall work harder ya? N mind u, U-noe-who-u-are, get rid of ur AP attitude. Dun pull us all down cuz of u..i dun wish to c dis n even internal conflict. Pls dun... if u cun take it, i guess u r a real disappointment to all...Sometyms i rly feel useless nt being able to help out...ppl juz wun listen to my POV..so i guess it is up to our own indiv. minds n attiutde ya? Motivate urselves k?
Anw, i realised dat trust is someting dat cnt be easily expected of someone. Secrets were divulged. The truth was twisted. The entire incident was fabricated. The trust is gone. I thot i cld trust u all. I thot u all were harmless. I thot u all were trustworthy. Bt i was wrong. Rly wrong. I've fallen into ur traps, ur masquerades, ur empty promises. I dunno if i can still confide in u guys n trust u guys in future.. i nd reassurance n of cos, PROVE..words r meaningless..actions count..u've deceived me. Caused me to be so depressed n frustrated. Juz basically feel SO CHEATED!! I cun trust u. I juz cun. E only ones i can surely trust r my PA Y2 mates so far. U hve long been striked off my list! STOP ALL DIS. Pls do...